Simply because you are a Jew does not mean you are owed a damned thing. There are no “Chosen people” and no “Promised land.” In place of interning in a psychiatric hospital, you should have been a patient; and still be there. That is the best of your ability. Nor will I stoop so low as to say “SCxREW the Jews.” Not all of them are like you. In fact, I doubt few of them would even want to be around you. You have nothing to offer except your self hatred.