Can you please tell us what is it that you have against Poland, Germany, Hungary, Ukraine, Romania, Russia, Lithuania, Austria that you seen not to be so eager to be returning back home? why do you want to live in a region where you are hated by the entire people of the region and you are completely alien to the region in every way? It makes no sense for you not to want to go back home. The Christians of Europe these days are very welcoming towards the European Jews and therefore you have absolutely no problem returning to your own countries!