There is nothing that I feel ashamed about regarding my Arabic
heritage but you seem to be ashamed about everything regarding
your Ashkenazi heritage. You got rid of your Ashkenazi foods and
began to adopt Arabic foods as your own, you got rid of your
Yiddish language and went to night school to learn Hebrew, you are
very ashamed of your Ashkenazi DNA because you would much prefer
that it was a Middle Eastern DNA. Your life from beginning to end
is about being ashamed of who you are. You need to start accepting
who you are, you need to simply accept the fact that there is no
way that you can change who you are, you need to stop creating
fictions about your background.