All religions in human history in a nutshell…
– we don’t know if existence even had a beginning
– we don’t know where we go after we die (if anywhere)
– we don’t know if gods exist much less their alleged morals.
That’s the truth
Your personal religion isn’t even Judaism. It’s narcissism. You don’t have much time left but while you are still here it’s not too late to learn new tricks old dog.