You are the one that falls for religious myths and Hamas terrorist propaganda. I have encountered clowns like you many many times over the years. You begin with a proposition that is untrue then spend the rest of your life stubbornly trying to prove it’s true rather than evolve as new evidence becomes available. It’s not even a stupidity thing. It’s a character flaw. Your philosophical programming has put you in an endless loop and you can’t break out. Trapped by your own mind.