Why are you ashamed to be known as Khazars because that is what you are or else tell us who you are? When I look at the Ashkenazi people, I don’t understand why anybody would think that they have a connection to Palestine except as converts to a religion that originated in Palestine just as is the case with the Germans! The Ashkenazi people cannot explain why they look so foreign in Palestine but not in Germany? I don’t believe that there is an Ashkenazi who does not believe that he is in fact European but he will never say that in public because then he gets scared he may not have access to Palestine. You need to start living a dignified life and you can never do that as long as your ancestors are fictional characters! Get out of that fiction and start living a life.